I feel unprepared. I feel nervous. I'm on the verge of tears at every moment it seems. I'm being short tempered I guess. My stomach is tied in knots, and I want to throw up (though I'm not nauseous).
Tomorrow is the first chemo treatment, and I get the port put in - and I'm so afraid I haven't done everything I was could have or should have. I don't know if I have enough stuff or if I'm taking too much stuff.
And I'm afraid that I'll go through all this and it won't work anyway.
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